I wish I was dead sometimes. so my parents wont have to worry about what I'm going to do with my life or them having to look after me until I'm married off and shipped somewhere they can never reach, or having to put up with my disgraceful shenanigans. they would no longer have to be embarrassed by being asked the question " what is your daughter doing now?". My brother can get my camera and my sister can have all my bags, bracelets and make up ( I cant say clothes because my clothes arent that nice ). I'd make prints of my favourite photographs and sell them, every single sent to charity. I'd donate any organs needed and even my ( lacklustre, omgaswh) hair.
I'm not being emotional, I just always feel shattered when my dad reminds me of how much of a burden I am to him, and how all of us siblings are somewhat failures. None of us earn 10k a month, we dont have the nice cars , we dont score the earth-shattering grades. If me not being around would make my parents' life easier, I'd do it in a heartbeat. I probably wouldnt have raced so hard to reach that bloody ovum if I knew my existence was nothing but an accident that's become an annoying splinter burried deep in my parents' skin.
You took the words right out of my mouth. I feel EXACTLY the same way, dude. :(
ReplyDeletehaiyo my dears.sometimes they dont mean what they say, ie. they meant well when thye say those things.sometimes parents think that by demoralizing you you'd buck up.
ReplyDeleteaww c'mon i'd be proud of you two if you were my kids.anak aku panjat gunung tu!